Fear

The Halloween season, that I am sadly too busy to truly participate in this year, got me thinking about what I am afraid of. Not accounting for any failings in self awareness, I would generally say that I'm not afraid of very many things. But I finally found the word to describe something I do find scary, and that I am legitimately afraid of: Indoctrination.

Not any specific kind. Just in general.

Probably stemming from my insecurity that I may not understand myself or know who I am; that who I consider to be "me" may only be composed of things others have forced upon me and that nothing I would consider uniquely "me" is really mine at all. Spooky.

So, what are YOU afraid of?

Take care,
-Etrius